2018, One Last Time.
It's 31st December on the calendars.
The last day before a New Year.
Just a few minutes for 2019 to unfold.
This year has been one hell of a whirl.
All that took place these past months, the experiences, the seconds of failing at life, the storm of emotional breakdowns, the impulse to march through anything and everything.
All of this.
It has had an impact on me completely as a person throughout this year.
Firstly, I can't help myself from putting this part every single time, but the truth remains the same.
Bitter, cold and life-changing.
Losing my grandmother wasn't really a part I could possibly think of when I welcomed 2018 with my heartiest ones.
Never in my baddest of dreams, I could imagine that this lady of joy wouldn't be here with us within a week of New Year.
The self inside me knows that whatever may have happened was a part of destiny and was bound to teach me and my family something.
You know, living life with the same usual stuff is okay but living the best life is upto every person's perspective about leading one.
My grand-mum has struggled a lot through her entire existence, but despite all her drawbacks and inferiorities, she always chose to be contented and cheerful, come what may.
This is what makes her so surreal and distinct.
I know, that a part of me will always feel her presence & the warmth of her love.
For years to come by, I pledge to obey the life lessons my granny left me with and walk through her guided path.
Heaven has her now and I hope she is peaceful and happy.
"Hey grand-mom, remember, I will always love you with all my heart."
The second and most precious thing about this year was finding myself.
As the person I am, it has been very tough for me to find, select & be sure about what has been a happy thing for me.
I attest that I am a confused piece of bone and skin, and I might be the same for the rest of my life about certain things.
But about people and decisions, which I have had a hard time dealing with, I would say that I have a more vivid vision to that aspect of my life. Now.
Mom says, you meet every single human being in your life for a particular purpose.
And you consistently keep acquiring every bit of something from every someone you cross paths with.
Over time, I have just realized that people aren't wrong always.
Maybe sometimes, the time is.
Or the situation.
Or that particular phase.
Or maybe the people themselves.
Which means that you get to be in that moment, in that specific time with those set of people.
By putting this down, I just wanted to let everyone know that, you can't control a person's way of thinking or even his/her behaviour.
Just know that, whatever happens, happens for the betterment of you, me and us.
Every episode of our living has a motive.
And so, people just add to one of the many episodes needed in our life for the series to complete.
I am quite at peace saying that, I am happy with the person I am becoming now and everyday from this point of time.
I would encourage each one of you to love and believe in yourself through every hurdle and every victory of your's.
A movie has some action, adventure, comedy, drama, mystery, thriller and above all a dose of romance. Always.
Just that, the climax is scripted already.
So is our life.
Happy New Year to each one of you.
Let every year start on a good note & bring out the best of everything in everyone.
Cheers to many more years to come by.
HAPPY 2019 !!
-Much love, Parita.
The last day before a New Year.
Just a few minutes for 2019 to unfold.
This year has been one hell of a whirl.
All that took place these past months, the experiences, the seconds of failing at life, the storm of emotional breakdowns, the impulse to march through anything and everything.
All of this.
It has had an impact on me completely as a person throughout this year.
Firstly, I can't help myself from putting this part every single time, but the truth remains the same.
Bitter, cold and life-changing.
Losing my grandmother wasn't really a part I could possibly think of when I welcomed 2018 with my heartiest ones.
Never in my baddest of dreams, I could imagine that this lady of joy wouldn't be here with us within a week of New Year.
The self inside me knows that whatever may have happened was a part of destiny and was bound to teach me and my family something.
You know, living life with the same usual stuff is okay but living the best life is upto every person's perspective about leading one.
My grand-mum has struggled a lot through her entire existence, but despite all her drawbacks and inferiorities, she always chose to be contented and cheerful, come what may.
This is what makes her so surreal and distinct.
I know, that a part of me will always feel her presence & the warmth of her love.
For years to come by, I pledge to obey the life lessons my granny left me with and walk through her guided path.
Heaven has her now and I hope she is peaceful and happy.
"Hey grand-mom, remember, I will always love you with all my heart."
The second and most precious thing about this year was finding myself.
As the person I am, it has been very tough for me to find, select & be sure about what has been a happy thing for me.
I attest that I am a confused piece of bone and skin, and I might be the same for the rest of my life about certain things.
But about people and decisions, which I have had a hard time dealing with, I would say that I have a more vivid vision to that aspect of my life. Now.
Mom says, you meet every single human being in your life for a particular purpose.
And you consistently keep acquiring every bit of something from every someone you cross paths with.
Over time, I have just realized that people aren't wrong always.
Maybe sometimes, the time is.
Or the situation.
Or that particular phase.
Or maybe the people themselves.
Which means that you get to be in that moment, in that specific time with those set of people.
By putting this down, I just wanted to let everyone know that, you can't control a person's way of thinking or even his/her behaviour.
Just know that, whatever happens, happens for the betterment of you, me and us.
Every episode of our living has a motive.
And so, people just add to one of the many episodes needed in our life for the series to complete.
I am quite at peace saying that, I am happy with the person I am becoming now and everyday from this point of time.
I would encourage each one of you to love and believe in yourself through every hurdle and every victory of your's.
A movie has some action, adventure, comedy, drama, mystery, thriller and above all a dose of romance. Always.
Just that, the climax is scripted already.
So is our life.
Happy New Year to each one of you.
Let every year start on a good note & bring out the best of everything in everyone.
Cheers to many more years to come by.
HAPPY 2019 !!
-Much love, Parita.
Mind blowing stuff!!!😘😘😘
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